"Teardrop" - Massive Attack

Where the hell is Matt?!

Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.

Left my heart

I think I'm going to get my heart broken again... Ah well.

All I need....

It's amazing how a little alcohol helps in finding words that usually elude me...

That last post was written slightly drunk... being that i drank wine on an empty stomach on a sunday afternoon...

as yes, a perfect way to waste the day away - slightly stoned.

In my defense, i ate some breakfast, albeit at 5pm in the afternoon... and got perfectly sober...

I think I might be in love again... MIGHT... or it's just a passing infatuation... urgh...

SO

Here I am, sitting in book cafe waiting for my breakfast to arrive... typing on a macbook that's not mine... waiting for a revelation...  and nothing happens...

That's my life these days... I seem to be constantly waiting for something to happen, but nothing ever does...

I really do need to get my ass off the couch and do something, but i just don't know what.

But that's me... 

I never seem to know... what to do, what i am, what i want...

It seems to elude me, this thing known as direction... 

I never have my own... A superficial non-existence that I call my life...