i soo friggin want to kill my bloody family...

you know... when you get d/c while you're uploading a bloody mp3 into a server, and it's at 99% when you get disconnected, it friggin irritates the sh*t out of you... and the thing is, you can't just RESUME, that's because the mp3 will not upload properly upload, so you have to RESTART the bloody thing...

the F*CKING thing is, this not only happened ONCE, but TWICE... and that's coz i didn't disconnect the second line.... so, of course you'd whine and complain..

then my FRIGGIN father HAD to nag at me, saying that it's not anyone's fault, and that i should shut up and not complain.

HELLO, you haven't experienced it before, HELL, you haven't even mastered the art of typing with more than 2 fingers, what bloody rihgt do you have to nag me about internet matters.

my mom HAS to shut my up, screaming in my ear...

then when i do get my earfones and deafen myself with Stabbing Westward songs, the friggin male in my house, has to say... 'oh, like i want to stay at home, and look at the sour looks on your face and you bad attitude.'

EXCUSE ME, but you have a FRIGGIN CAR... and you can leave the house when you feel like it, not like ME, who CAN;T leave the bloody house, otherwise, i'd be running away from home..

sometimes, i REALLY wanna LOSE my bloody TEMPER... RIGHT in front of them.

next thing, my sis comes home and wants to use the fone...

after getting disconnected not once, but TWICE.. i REALLY want to get my things done, so, i of course refuse. She then stalks into the room, slams the door and takes my Handphone to call her boyfriend. and i only have 3 friggin bucks left to last me until i get my bloddy pay..and ONE of the person who disconnected me IS her boyfriend.

and she still HASN'T finallised the job she wants to give me.. i wanna know what the F*ck is going on! she postponed it, didn;t tell me the details, and expects me to tell my co-workers... what? huh?

i Am SOOOOO PISSED OFF...

i had enough sh*t for the day, and my mom comes and tell me that i should have had enough of the net, then i tell her i want to finish my stuff first, then she blows up in my face and says that i lose my temper and that she wasn't asking me to d/c and of course i can finish my stuff...

EXCUSE ME.. when you tell me i should have enough, isn't that PRECISELY telling my that i should be d/c???

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