My dad was just asking me at dinner today...

what educational value does manga give you?

i couldn't answer him... because he'd never understand...

it's not just something... it's art

i can't explain... can anyone explain this incomprehensible obsession that so many people have with anime and manga?

My parents don't understand me... not many people do.. or not many people can.... they think they know me.. well... in some sense they do... but not many poeple can know me inside out... even i can't fathom my own feelings sometimes...

i'm getting depressed... it's going to be Halloween soon... i wonder why the anime cosplay is not held on Halloween... hm.. in any case.. i can't gooooo

sheesh...

need sleep... and it's sleep without dreams... i hate dreams... i can't sleep properly if my mind is working overtime and giving me stoopid thought which i can't understand...

i need the kind of sleep that numbs your mind... that gives you rest

anyone feel the same as me? i think i need sleeping pills.... and i don't mind getting an overdose... v.v