Life and death.

Life is a very fragile thing....

with that start, you'd probably think that someone died?

Everyone is dying. With the birth of a cell, another dies, and another is formed to replace it.

But when you reach a point where you don't regenerate anymore, there's no point in living.

an hour ago, my grandmother fell. She has a history of strokes, and has a weak left side.

How could that have happened? When my mom, maid and me were at home.

You see, the maid was cooking in the kitchen, and my grandmother, well, she decided to walk to her bad from her chair, when she was wearing socks (to keep her feet warm), and slipped, fell and hurt her left side.

She was supposed to CALL for someone when she wanted to move. get up, walk or anything... she's not STRONG enough~

urgh.

And our dear Empress Dowager, was so stubborn...

she already fell ONCE a few weeks ago and broke her left arm~

and that was also when the maid wasn't looking.

ARGHHHH

WHY doesn't she get it?

Fine, she doesn't want to be treated like a patient...

BUT

BUT

BUT!!!!!!!!!!

SHE IS ONE~!

And she keeps thinking that eating medicine will make her alright, it's fine, coz she's in pain, either from headaches or a pain in her arm...

and she keeps thinking that her left arm is swollen...

that's because she doesn't MOVE her arm~~~

ARGHHH

she's supposed to to daily exercises, but she only does them when my family members are around, when no one's home, she doesn't do them...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

HOW is she going to get better??

she's 81....

and i know, she will not last very long...

but at leadt make an effort~~~

everyone's trying to help... yet she's not helping herself...


What a way to celebrate the end of my exams and the start of a 2 month holiday.

Irony. Sucks.

NP: Gackt - Kizu Lola