now playing: Ken Hirai - Miracles

it's been a while, hasn't it..

life has passed, and i'm still stuck.

enter depressed Gen. yes, skip this if you don't want to read blatant self bashing. Happens when there's no one to talk to.

sometimes, i really do wonder, what redeeming qualities i have?

people around me, they're either smarter, prettier, etc etc, the list goes on... and me?

a lazy bum that has brains the size of a pea and looks like i have no idea what...

sure i know stuff, just stuff that's absolutely useless and wastes the cells in my brains...

things i ought to know, i don't.

and what can i do for the people i love?

i always seem to be a burden. something to be tolerated. i try. i really do. sometimes i think i don't try hard enough.

useless. that's what i seem to be. a waste of space, air, water and whatever that i'm made of and that i use.

i think i think too much. oh well.

space. i think i need to give everyone space. sometimes, being alone beats everthing.

but being alone, can get lonely. and loneliness, is something i don't think i can bear.

i think i've taken enough of your time. I'm taking a break. it's that time of the month.