now playing: Selena - Dreaming of you

i said it once, and i'll say it again...

i hate emotional roller coasters...

why do i cling on to hope when i know it's hopeless?

why do i dwell on it knowing that it'll not go the way that i want it to?

Hope, it's another thing that i happen to dislike immesnsly these few days...

But i still hope... and it's killing me inside...

I'm supposed to be strong... I'm supposed to let time heal...

so far, time has given me nothing but pain...

learn a lesson...

once bitten, twice shy...

that doesn't work for me...

shy away from things, i don't... all i do is hope...

I'm getting scolded everywhere... left, right, center...

i need to wake up from this... someone please slap me...

Then again, i really wanna end... this...