Thanks

I really mean it.

Thank you for caring. It really helps that now i know I'm not the only one feeling like this.

I guess this is long overdue teenage angst (considering that i'm no longer a teen) kicking in.

i never really had a rebellious period, being the all-obeying daughter that i am, so i guess now i'm wreaking revenge on myself.

This is probably due to my hormones too though... feeling overly emotional lately...

The relationship i have with my parents is complicated, and that was one of the bad days that triggered the post...

We're better now... on talking terms, though we probably say less than 10 sentences to each other per day...

I really envy those who tell their parents everything. I never dare say anything for fear of them condemning what i say and do. Approval is important, and theirs mean the world to me, hard as it may be to admit.

And therefore, i lie to keep them, as well as myself, happy.

Off to go teach kids at Kranji sec to play Ultimate...

Thank you all for being tolerant and reading this, and thank you for keeping me in your hearts and minds... I really appreciate the lurve... -.^