Neh-mine ... Whole Lot Half Left Down

Neh-mine ... Whole Lot Half Left Down

yes, that dude is my significant other.. i do realise that i have not been blogging...

thanks you guys who DO check my blog... (like nigel, cat... and mybe sheep... and a whole bunch of other farm animals...)

Been working like a slave, and i still don't have any money...

i feel like the 200 bucks to UAN went down the drain with my audition... i think it was really evident that i was a newbie... sad i am... oh, and the girl who caught me on tape was telling me horror stories about UAN... i'm really doubting my decision...

i earned 1.3k in 7 weeks, and my dad posed me a question... is basic needs are $450, where did the rest of the money go? Honestly, i don't know... shoes? Clothes? i think mostly food and transport... and the 200 to UAN was from my savings... i really don't know how i'm gonna pay for my contact lens (probably through my nose or ass), but as of yesterday, i'm having $1 instant mee for lunch and $2 mushroom swiss for dinner... i really want to save money...

Besides, i don't know if i should go to MDIS... more horror stories, coupled with the fact that my dad is now retired... more money issues... i want to tell them that i want to work for another year, and start my studies in 2006 at SIM... but i really don't know how to put it through...

argh.