I'm the queen of the mud!!

[now playing: Linkin Park/JayZ - Numb/Encore]

On Life In General
Nothing much has been going on... mainly work on weekdays, make-out and sleep on the weekends, and occasionally drag my lazy ass to a game of ultimate.

Started a ::impending doom voice:: Journal of Expenses. To record how much i spend and where my money goes to.

Week 1 of January, grand total of $140!! Shit man, i'm dying here. About half was spent on Saturday alone. :Dang!!!

On Work
After 1 week at the new department, i'm still getting used to the hang of things. I think i'm a very different kind of person from the rest of the girls around. Since day one actually, i didn't really connect, with the other colleagues in the office. It could mainly be because of the fact that my table is in the corner and my dept is isolated from everyone else's. That and the fact that my cina is not that good. Seems like the girls in the office are mainly chinese-speaking and not really "my kind" of people.

I feel, dislocated.

The only people i talk to outside of work are the guys. The editor of Maxim, the Art guy for contract publishing, besides the obvious person being david.

All, men. Middle-aged men, to be precise.

Is there something wrong with this picture?

There are girls closer to my age, more of them, and the only people i have conversations with are middle-aged men.

Need help with this...

Or it could just be the fact that i can relate better with guys than girls, which i have been, for my whole life... -_-"

The only women in my life are a cat, a sheep, and a bouncing, currently retired cheerleader. That kind of says alot about my relationships with people...

On another note, have shitloads of work to do, and i really don't know if i am up for it. Writing 700 words on a house in 3 days? ok, i had more time, since last thursday, in fact, but i dilly, and i dally... that's the way it goes.

Not that i can't write, i'm writing tons of rubbish here, just, writing about a house, that's decorated by an ang moh? there's tons of these houses with the same feel and shit. Argh.

Besides the work and lack of communication with the rest of the world, nothing's been going on much in the office.

EXCEPT MY LACK OF PAY!!!

sorry, still have to gripe about that.

On Ultimate
Comments aboout yesterday's game:
"Congrats on winning the game yesterday" & "You girls are the MVPs man"

Thanks guys, but my muscles are feeling it today, and my knee might not be able to take the pressure of playing savage for the finals... Ever not exercised for weeks on the end, then play hard, i mean, really hard for 115 mins, with breaks after 3 long points? I did that, and boy, am i feeling it. Muscles ache, knee feels like it's going to fall off, and well, just pain overall. Especially my ribs... I did 2 spectacular layouts in the watery earth, and didn't take pictures to show for it... dang... Clothes are now soaking in soap and bleach to remove all that mud...

On the other hand, league finals are going to be at Sentosa, 22 Jan. On the sweet new fields!!! Joy!! I just hope there'll be beer...

Wrapping up
Life is kinda monotonous, with week after week of boring and more boring shit. Something needs to be shaken up... (like my bank account)